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Why is it that you can be completely happy with your life, your job, and the person you’re...

Sat, 30 Mar 2013 00:20:32 -0400

Why is it that you can be completely happy with your life, your job, and the person you’re with, until someone from your past walks in? Not one the bad ones you wish you could smash their face with a bat. The one good guy who you broke their heart and had a hard time getting along with. Why is it that when they walk back in your life, you’re suddenly confused, even if you KNOW it wouldn’t work out between the two of you? This has only ever happened with this one person. And I need answers.

"Remember no one made you do anything. It’s never anyone but you who does anything, and for..."

Sun, 24 Mar 2013 15:33:51 -0400

“Remember no one made you do anything. It’s never anyone but you who does anything, and for that reason alone you shouldn’t be sorry.”

"He blinds Himself to my sin and my filth so that He can forge a relationship with me."

Tue, 12 Mar 2013 00:16:15 -0400

“He blinds Himself to my sin and my filth so that He can forge a relationship with me.”

- Kisses from Katie

"There’s a hole in the world like a great black pit and it’s filled with people who are..."

Thu, 07 Mar 2013 20:05:08 -0500

“There’s a hole in the world like a great black pit
and it’s filled with people who are filled with shit,
And the vermin of the world inhabit it..”

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Thu, 07 Mar 2013 19:35:23 -0500

why do i always want to run from everything that involves effort?

Sat, 02 Mar 2013 18:43:14 -0500

why do i always want to run from everything that involves effort?

What is this? That’s right. In NC, it’s a pot of...

Tue, 12 Feb 2013 21:57:16 -0500

What is this?
That’s right. In NC, it’s a pot of water.

In Boston?
It’s a “poddawodda”.

"Unable are the loved to die, for love is immortality."

Tue, 12 Feb 2013 19:57:16 -0500

“Unable are the loved to die, for love is immortality.”

My parents did the best they could. They did as they were taught, and for the most part it did us...

Sun, 27 Jan 2013 19:37:38 -0500

My parents did the best they could. They did as they were taught, and for the most part it did us some good. But as I and my siblings grew older, we realized just how broken this family truly is. I no longer want them to know what’s going on with me anymore. I feel incredibly bad about this, but I want to be out of this house so bad. My dad struggles with depression everyday, and I have to walk on pins and needles around him so I don’t suffer a blow up. I’m tired of being careful. Everything I do feels like it’s wrong to me. I can’t handle it anymore. I’m not going to take my life, that would be foolish. But I will run. Yes, they will know about it. Eventually. But it won’t be for another 3 months. I hope sooner. We’ll see.

Why do I feel so bad about leaving out part of the truth? I don’t regret what I did. But they don’t have to know what I did. They don’t the majority of the things that I have done in my past. And they will never know.

I don’t want this to put a kink in my relationship with Chris. He’s the best thing that’s happened to me, and I’m not letting go. I can’t let go.

I’m marrying that man.

Sun, 27 Jan 2013 00:14:17 -0500

I’m marrying that man.

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Fri, 25 Jan 2013 18:39:55 -0500

82 (Leaked lyrics from Taylor Swift)

Wed, 23 Jan 2013 22:56:28 -0500

casualvacancies:

In which Taylor Swift discovers she peaked at 22.
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Omg I just died LOL

"Nothing safe is worth the drive and I would follow you home."

Tue, 22 Jan 2013 22:59:46 -0500

“Nothing safe is worth the drive and I would follow you home.”

done.

Tue, 22 Jan 2013 21:05:45 -0500

How is it that so many people cannot understand the concept of “if you have a problem with me, then say it to my face”? Is it that difficult to do?

My father has not talked to me since the beginning of January because I stayed up until 4am with my boyfriend watching movies. REALLY?

It seems like I can’t do anything right in his eyes. If I can’t, then so be it. I cannot care anymore. I’ve tried so hard, walking on pins and needles around him, and I’m tired of it. I’m ready to start my life somewhere else. Preferably Massachusetts. It’s where I feel like I need to be right now. Maybe one day I’ll move back to NC, but right now, it’s where I’d rather be.

If what I did was foolish, then so be it. But I don’t regret it. And that’s what matters, right? If you thought what I did was foolish, THEN WHY WOULDN’T YOU TELL ME TO MY FACE?!

I’m finished. I’m ready to leave this town.

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Wed, 16 Jan 2013 20:48:17 -0500

"He felt a surge of panic about it, as if he were a fish thrashing in a taut net, fighting it..."

Thu, 10 Jan 2013 23:00:20 -0500

“He felt a surge of panic about it, as if he were a fish thrashing in a taut net, fighting it instinctively.”

- The Paris Wife, Paula McLain

"…I’d felt strong and capable of weathering uncertainty about the future. But outside..."

Tue, 08 Jan 2013 22:14:08 -0500

“…I’d felt strong and capable of weathering uncertainty about the future. But outside the circle of his arms, well beyond his range and powerful physical effect on me, I was struggling.”

- The Paris Wife, Paula McLain

"I was tired of being sensible. I didn’t turn around."

Sun, 06 Jan 2013 15:56:16 -0500

“I was tired of being sensible. I didn’t turn around.”

- The Paris Wife, Paula. McClain

to him.

Thu, 15 Nov 2012 22:51:46 -0500

I’ve known you for 8 years. I was 13, and the first time I met you, the crush was inevitable. I flirted with you fiercely and I never knew if you liked it or not. I would try to let you know how I felt but I feared rejection. So I became your best friend, which was wonderful, but was also torture. Every time you told me you were with another girl, a part of my heart would cry. I would never show it. But I was there for you through everything. Even if I wasn’t able to be by your side, I was still just a phone call away. Always. I would drop everything to talk to you and be there for you. The girls you dated went through my subconscious test and none of them passed. Ever. Maybe I was just jealous. But October came. October left a mark that will forever be with me. You made a mark in my heart that I will never forget. I have always loved you, but I now have the chance to love you more, and I am so grateful for you.

My heart was pounding. I couldn’t believe this was...

Sat, 10 Nov 2012 00:33:35 -0500

My heart was pounding. I couldn’t believe this was happening. I waited so long for this moment, and I’m living it right now! I will never regret it.